i feel ashamed that i haven’t been updating.. my phone got stolen monday, so i have a new one, and it just sucks getting on tumblr onit. so i have to grab a computer to update.. and i’ve been so busy lately, today was wonderful, hung with ashton practically all day and then went to kevin’s of where i haven’t been in ages. it’s just been a good day. yesterday i...
it sucks realizing your mother treated you like a piece of shit for all your life. it sucks realizing she never really was there for you.. i’m headed to disney, and this is all i’m thinking.
This is the last time I speak of Cory on my blog. He’s already dating that one girl he told me he was seeing… I’m kind of pissed due to sooo many reasons, and yeah, I’m sad… But I’m done wasting time, energy, and my thoughts over someone who doesn’t care about me.. Soo, I’m in Florida at the moment with my aunt, grams, gramps, uncle, and two...
i screwed everything up between cory and myself. he told me he’s been seeing a new girl. i tried to be supportive, i tried to be there. he appreciated it. we were good. until i told him later on i was mad at him, and i couldn’t tell him why. i’m so sick of feeling like this over him.
trying to focus on my studies is so hard right now between everyone leaving and my mind focused on cory. i hate how much i love him. i hate how much he means to me still. i’m going to tell him everything on my chest soon. if it’ll break us, at least it’s out, if we get fixed then wonderful.. i think he’s with a new girl though. i don’t like this.
oh, & i talked to cory for a bit yesterday. i think i figured out why he texted me. i gave in. but he said hello? soo idk. i miss him. i want him back. he’s my best friend still.. and i’m awfully lonely.